Whether or not it is real

I am going to choose the final outcome of my entire life today. Yep, i'm gonna choose what i will do with the rest of my life in a half an hour. Basically that means i am picking my classes for next year. I don't want to choose. I just want to make it random. I am stuck between choosing my college prep classes. My calculus, physics, senior english, government, and spanish 4. I also would like to take another art class and a computer class. OR there is the possibility of taking some psychology classes. anylyzing the inner thoughts that make me do what i do. Of course i also want to tale a bunch of easy classes so i can breeze through senior year and boost my gpa.
i guess i can't feel sorry for myself though. one more day and i will be ready for it
12 years of primary and secondary education followed by at least four years of university study. oh i can't wait. if only i hadn't realized that i can't just sit around and hang out with my friends for the rest of my life. then of curse after school there is always the prospect of going into the world of work. how exciting. i get 16 years of school then another 25 of work. so by the time i am old enough to retire

Get away from me